Blank pages..

My mother told me tonight that I should write a book. My dad, Scott, and my closest friends have often said this, as well. So I said to my mama, “I don’t know what type of book to write. Every time I think about it, I can’t imagine what genre or subject matter I would plot.”

She replied with, “Jannan, write what you know.” 
Such wise words, but they left me wondering what I do, in fact, know. I know about parenting, at least my parenting. I know about teenagers, as teaching gives a certain insight into their complex, formative years. I know about marriage, in the sense of trials, triumphs, and the work it takes, as well as, the rewards it brings. I know I have a bit of wit, but do I have enough to write a book that is full of comedic timing and a bit off the cuff? 
One thing I am certain of is that I do not want to write romance, as I am not sure I could stomach using some kind of phrase like “throbbing member.”  And, I feel an unrest within this genre, because being a Christian doesn’t allow me, nor would I want it to, to put my faith on a shelf and bear that type of witness to those who happen to read what I write. 
Although, my college roommate and I joked that I could have a pen name and sell millions.  Sci-fi is also completely out of the question. My computer might die of old age before I would get that book written. Not a fan! 
I used to prepare my students for their first writing assignment of the school year by saying to them, “Writing is an amazing gift to the world. Just think; you are about to create something that no one else in the world has ever imagined or put into this universe. This is a unique piece of art that will form in your unique mind, then escape through fingertips, which are also unique unto you.”
I think that is part of the reason I enjoy blogging so much. It is my creation, alone.  
I am going to do this; I have decided. And, not because I expect to be famous or in hopes of becoming a wealthy gal,  but for the satisfaction of finishing something that has always been important to me to start. 
may not yet know what category it will tumble into, but fall into place, it will. 
I may just have blank pages at the moment, but they are full of possiblities, just waiting to be filled. 

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